Walt Hickey runs Numlock News, a daily morning newsletter obsessed with fascinating numbers that are buried in the news. A version of this interview originally ran in Numlock Sunday. Kelsey McKinney is a features writer and co-owner of Defector.
Kelsey McKinney is one of the founders of a new sports site, launched this week by a number of ex-Deadspin writers and editors, called Defector Media. You may know her from stories like The Only All-Girls Tackle Football League in America and What A Foul Ball Can Do, as well as her newsletter Written Out.
We spoke about how the ex-Deadspin crew hatched a plan to start their own media company, how they managed to develop a business model on the fly in the face of a global economic catastrophe, how 2020 destroyed the concept of “sticking to sports” — the day we talked was the day the NBA players got the league to commit to using their arenas as voting sites for the 2020 election — and the advantages of a subscriber-supported platform. This interview has been lightly condensed and edited for clarity.
We were all moping and whining about the fact that we didn’t have a blog, and it sucks that we couldn’t cover the things that we wanted to cover. So, we started having a conversation about like, “Okay, what could it look like?”
Initially we thought that looked like finding a big investor, because there were a lot of us and people need money to survive. We started talking to some major investors trying to find someone that could afford to pay us salaries and healthcare. And then the coronavirus hit and the entire economy fell apart. And those deals seemed stagnant.
Because that had been our default, our first idea, once those deals fell apart, we started having a different conversation: “Okay, if we can do this any way in the whole world, how would we do it? What kind of dream publication would we actually want to work for?” And that’s kind of how we stumbled upon this idea of a cooperative mutually-owned organization, by thinking about, “Okay, what failed us in other media organizations? And how can we set up a company that won’t fail its current and future employees?”
In 2020, I’ve been thinking constantly about something Sean Doolittle, a pitcher for the Washington Nationals, said early on. His quote was, “Sports are like the reward of a functioning society.”
I’ve been thinking about that a lot, about how we can’t cover sports right now, or ever, as an individual and separate thing because sports are the gift we get for making our society as just and fair as possible. Right now, we’re seeing that multiplied a hundred times, because you have athletes who are feeling the urgency and have the power to come out and say what they believe politically. ESPN was saying just a few years ago that they wouldn’t cover politics at all. Now there’s no choice there. It’s been made really clear by the athletes, the people who play the sports, that they don’t want that distinction there themselves. So, who are we to decide that it must be imposed?
Which is to say that there are a lot of things that my beat has entailed over the years, but something that I’m really interested in looking at and focusing more time on at Defector is how sports function at lower levels than the professionals. Thinking about the interactions of fans to sports, but also thinking about high school and travel soccer. Right? And all of these arenas in which a lot of stories are happening that just aren’t being covered because of the complete destruction of local news. So, I’m hoping to kind of cover some of that. We want the site to be fun. So, I’ll also do some stuff that will just be fun stories.
Because of that, I found myself sitting on seven stories that I knew that no one wanted, right?
I was like, “Nobody is going to want this story about an early 20th century writer who wrote a book about being an old maid at 25 and living with two cats. No one wants that.”
But the founders of Substack reached out to me actually, and they were like, “Have you considered starting a Substack?” And I was like, “No, I’m not doing that right now.” And then I lost a bunch of freelance assignments and I was like, “You know what? Maybe this is the place where I could put all of these weird stories that I have that no one wants.”
And it worked. It’s just been a great place for me to be able to blog and to write things that I really care about as the rest of the industry has been unstable. But also, I think, it’s easy to lose as a professional writer a sense of wonder in your work. Which sounds corny, but I think working in a space that isn’t edited and isn’t decided on by editors-in-chief, or kind of mediated in that way, gets you into some really interesting places.
I think Alicia Kennedy’s newsletter is super fascinating right now. And I think part of that is just because you can read it and watch the way her mind works, right? The cake isn’t fully formed until you get to the end. And I think that’s been true for me too, in my work and my newsletter, that you’re writing to figure it out, which is, I think, interesting in its own way.
I used to look at my Google Reader and be like, “Okay, here’s the blog that I read about wallpaper design.” That’s not a sustainable job. It was just someone who was like, “I love wallpaper design and here are three blogs a day about it.”
And I, being an idiot, was like, “Yes, thank you.” I think that’s kind of how newsletters work too. Right? I say I’m super interested in the way that women write and the way that we forget about women writing. And just a few hundred people are like, “Hey, me too.”
We are subscription-funded at multiple levels, depending on how much you want to give us. There will be podcasts, currently we have one. We’re in some brainstorming phases for some others, and there will be newsletters, all of which we’re hoping will fill different needs.
But the bread and butter is the blog on the site. So: Defector.com.
Walt Hickey runs Numlock News, a daily morning newsletter obsessed with fascinating numbers that are buried in the news. A version of this interview originally ran in Numlock Sunday. Kelsey McKinney is a features writer and co-owner of Defector.